Let's Recall...

New year coming.. New resolution.. New hope.. To be more merrier and optimistic in future undertaking. But before we leap entering the no0 2009, let's take the first step to recall of the past moments.. Surely will leave some state of emotions (whether it's joyful of sad) that will remains in the future..lyke forever! Here's a story of mine :)

Story of 2008:

January - Internship started. Worked under a stereotype supervisor who discriminate people based on gender..or it just me who were not supposed to be born as a girl?? A bad start for my training.. *scoffs* Change place of training after a week there *eye-rolling* Get familiarized to the new company of training. Its very far from home. Very tiring traveling everyday but the staff were very nice n helpful to me. Quite comfortable working there n therefore had made me be in 2 places of training in a month. *whew*

February - Training going' well so far. But,,it was very hectic traveling from Wangsa Maju to Shah Alam everyday. Rase nk termuntah pn ade..Serious..Huhu..Letih sgt.. So i decided to move into a rent house nearby. Rented a room in an apartment somewhere in TTDI, Seksyen 13. Problem settled!

March - Training steady.. Housemates pn besh.. My cousins, Kak Ayu got married..Yeay! Everything going' well but later... I'd made a huge decision which hurt my 'bestest' fren's heart.. I dumped him just to care of dat lunkhead's feelings.. Why should i listen to dat lunkhead in the 1st place..Duh!

April - Life seems started to get unsteady.. Had a cousin who got married (Abg Jali). Congrats him! But dad got heart-attack at the wedding day. But Alhamdulillah operation went smooth. Nasib sempat dibawa ke hospital. Mmg suspen..Fuh... Internship almost finish.. But still think of my buddy. Poor thing.... *Nana's bird day on 26th (Allah bless u,gurl!)* ;)

May - End of internship. Yeay! Presentation goin' well (proud one!) and abah also recovering. *grateful* Had another cousin who got married (Abg Saiful) n its Lina's bird day too on 18th.. Tsubarashi! :)

June - Start of sem break.... Disaster came..A big one!!! We fall apart...after 4 years... Denial process began to take me off.. *deep inhale* but i got my best buddy back..at least dats the best part of it.. but however..i still lost him........ *silent*

July - Went to an Estee Warehouse Sale for d 1st tyme. It was a crazy shopping experience yet a great one! Spent thousands of buck at the warehouse. *darn!* But problems still dwelling inside me.. Thou classes has begun.. I'm out of focus..Totally messed up..Confident,self-esteem way down.. *ouch*

August - Self-blamed of the past sumtimes gets over me.. Started to assume i was responsible too of the injustices suffered.. *silly*

September - Its Mama's bird day on 25th! Wee~ Beginning of fasting month, Ramadhan Al-Mubarak.. Thou i felt i was the victim of the mess now but this holy month really taught me a lesson...to be cheerful after so long i hadn't..

October - Month dat i've been waiting every year.. My big day! Happee Birthday to thee..Hehe.. :D And it's a festive season month too.. Raya tis year wasn't as joyous as the previous years but still we could celebrate it lyke others and which is more significant, in moderation. :)

November - Final exam *cuak* huhu..But syukur lepas gak sume..Sem break started.. 24/7 online freak.. Get to know new virtual frens.. And its Abah turned to 55 tis month. Tua gak.. Bru perasan..Huhu.. :P Sumtimes indignation surrounded me..but yet i can finally recognize that although i was hurt.. i did survive.. and there at least so much to be grateful for. *awake*

December - Lotsa' things happened during this month (kewl things i can say!) Hariz & Alongs' bird day on 5th and 7th of the month..Shopping..sight-seeing..meet new frens..demam for a week (kewl gak ke?! O.0)..help mum packing n unpacking stuff to a new place *exhausted* ...n love is in the air~ *blush*..accepting & forgive-n-forgetting stage seems to take place now... *relief* now i able to smile.. again from the inside...... :)

Happy New Year 2009 to all... May next year brings happiness & positive attitude in ourselves. Take charge of urself , heads up & live ur life guys! ^_^